When they guys have something they use their brain to think....like those UB, they originally never interested inside your height, never will be...so he is absent mind might be playing a ball on the wall....

His entire space and time, never occur one thing about whom you are, what you are, whom you imagine you plot a conversation for 30 seconds?

His mind and his eye sight are inside his own thoughts. I think that is the reality of it. You wasting imagine anything will forever never gonna happen, never a girl like you. You have a lot of the dignity, pride, your parents have to beg you.